Anonymous asked: Eleven, twelve, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen and twentyfive! (:

Eleven- We broke up, because I fucked up.

Twelve- I miss my son Mikah, the most. I miss Andrew- he was my boyfriend as well as my best friend. I also miss my Grandfather. He passed away a few years ago.

Sixteen- I am most insecure about my past.

Seventeen- If I could go back in time, I would have told myself not to do half the things I have done in the past few years, because each decision would have a very difficult outcome.

Eighteen- The happiest moment of my life was when I told my son that I was leaving for a while to get better, and he looked at me with his huge eyes and intoxicating smile and said “Okay, mommy. Love you.” The feeling I got from that is enough to keep me determined in becoming a better person, for as long as it will take :)

Twenty five- I feel good right now. I had a lovely day with my grandparents, and I’m about to get some sleep :)